Life is like a diary which contains so many events, important contacts, and documentations. The contents of your diary will never be the same with the content of my own. That is to say that our contents are individually different. Though they may look alike in few cases but can never be the same.
That is the same way life journey is. Your mates as a young man might have achieved much but to your own judgement, you are still crawling. It is normal for you to think in that way because that is what makes you human. But the truth is that it may change nothing if you continue to blame yourself from now till tomorrow. That is not the best solution.
So many young people have said to themselves, "I am tired of this life". You feel like dying right? Listen let me tell you...have you opened your eyes...are you listening attentively...? Death is not easy at all. That is what you have to take into your skull.
What you need to do in the midst of this "trauma" is access to the right information. I will advice you to get a mentor who can guide you effectively. Do not be in a hurry because this life you see is sweet. That is why one of the world known electronics manufacturing company named their company "Life is Good" (LG).
Calm down and avail yourself to motivational books and audio information. They will go a long way in guiding you on how to do things right as a young person. All hope is not lost no matter what kind of challenge you think you are passing through.
The book below can still help motivate you as a youth in challenges. Click and make purchase. It is not over my friend because your destiny is far greater than those challenges.